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It’s 1:30 in the AM and I feel really good about things. I feel like I have expressed some things that have been weighing heavy on me lately. I feel like things are turning for the better.
I am starting to hang out with friends again. I am starting to be me again. I have been shut out for far too long and it is time I started enjoying those around me more and not letting things get at me so much. I am handling my stress a bit better. I feel like everything will fall into place and I don’t have to be in control of everything all the time.
To those of you who have been reading the “broken man” ramblings, I’m sorry you actually read that stuff. That was just some stuff I guess I needed to get off of my chest. I don’t regret writing it. I wouldn’t have wrote it for the world to see if I didn’t want it known… I needed to be transparent and quit hiding behind a facade.
I am very excited about where I am right now. I am feeling comfort in things that have been hard to deal with in the past. I am happy with those I have allowed to see me for me. I am glad I have good friends that encourage me and appreciate you all! Like I have said before, I knew I would break out of this funk. I just didn’t know when… It seems now that I have let go of some things in my life emotionally, that I can finally move on.
On a positive note, Josh came over this evening to pick up some gear and we took a few minutes out to lay down some tracks in the studio… We had a good time and unwound a bit. There may be something soon from the tracks Josh recorded this evening… There may also be some comedic videos to come from me and the Outlaw Division crew… We’ll see…
Until next time…
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May 23rd, 2008 at 7:42 PM
Unfortunately, I tend to feel like I need to be in control of everything all the time too…and life just doesn’t work that way. It’s so hard to let go and relax. I’m glad you’re finding a way to do it!
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