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Have you ever let perfection slip through your arms out of fear? Have you held perfection in your hands and let it slip through like water through a drain? Have you ever felt like your cries fall on deaf ears? Have you ever wondered why you’ve caused so much and felt so much pain?
When you say you’ll never hurt someone again, can you go back to them knowing there’s always a possibility that it could happen even if you realize your mistakes? Do you think that there’s a true path designed for you? Do you understand why you walk in the opposite direction?
When things seem so right, why do you find wrong in them? When you can’t find anything negative, why do you still turn and run? Why does the right thing cause you to fear the worst when you haven’t even seen a hint of evil in it thus far? It’s strange how the choices you make effect your life in the most drastic way… Even when the decisions seem so miniscule to the grand scheme of things…
The simplest things in the world seem to be the most weighing… You pull the trigger on a decision and you feel the pain for an eternity… Why?
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April 30th, 2008 at 10:08 PM
15 For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. 16 Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that it is good. 17 So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me. 18 For I know that nothing good dwells in me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. 19 For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep on doing. 20 Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells within me.
21 So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand. 22 For I delight in the law of God, in my inner being, 23 but I see in my members another law waging war against the law of my mind and making me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members. 24 Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? 25 Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin.
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